I got over my paranoia, last night I was listening to music and looking out into the night. It was really so nice to relax, later I listened to a show on homeopathy and biological medicine, all of these natural therapies were discussed, Ive always tried to keep my body alkalized, and the doctor that was on said that alkalizing your body is great but health is attitude. Keep positive. So peace has arrived, it never leaves.. just dresses up unrecognizable sometimes. I fell asleep picturing the ebb and flow of tides.