From January 28, 2011

What do I think about Life? Like you. I feel that we are all one, theres no longer a duality like some people will have you believe. Ive subscribed to that before but there is a Unity! We are one. You know? And Ive always thought,..Even the headline to my blog is that I think life is a paradoxical mirror.. I feel and always have felt like the world is a reflection of you, that everything you see is your 'window to the infinite' because you are the infinite, you ARE knowing itself. And I feel like whatever you see, be it a child suffering, or someone in success, it can give you a feeling of feeling so bad for the person suffering and maybe have a feeling of wanting to be in the place of the person in success, But that is beside point. I feel like you shouldn't be that way. You shouldn't because it may be to another extent that you are, say.. suffering and that is why you are seeing the suffering of the world, you know what I mean, but it is more of a balancing act of the universe, of consciousness itself . It always is in balance thats why there is so many people asleep and not awake, because its ALL an act of balance. Its [ALL] such a beautiful, intricate almost machine that checks itself and is in complete balance in every moment. In perfect balance. Just one day not too long ago I had this thought, it almost escaped me, that: when you see a person suffering, or when you see someone, a child perhaps, die before their time, or what we say is "before their time", when you see all these things KNOW that they are seeing you. (I only separate for means of explanation) The person that died 'before their time' so to say, saw an elderly man; someone live to old age. A person suffering is seeing an ant walk so carefree across the ground. Everyone is experiencing themselves through everyone else in a way, and everything else. It is almost a web of experience of the ONE consciousness, and its such a beautiful thing. And I've thought, even here [this blog] before, that its such a horrible thing to even vocalize that everything is perfect in every moment to someone suffering. When you feel that they are suffering or when your seeing someone who is 'suffering' and you feel bad for them, ask them how they feel. They may not even be suffering in that moment, what if in that moment they are dreaming? What if in the moment they are singing or humming a song? And to think that every moment of their experience is filled with suffering, you are letting the mind blind you to the fullness the experience is giving you. Don't let the mind inhibit the experience, take it as it is. Be open to what the experience has to give to you. It is so much of a beautiful thing to just stand back and look, and know that in a way, you are always 'standing back' because you are not this body, "You are watching the body walk.. you are watching the mind think" -The Glorious Presence

But as I try to make a picture for one to perceive and acknowledge understanding of what it is I'm really trying to evoke, I set myself up to express it falsely; or not entirely true. And so I just feel like thats what Life is: Infinite experience to take as one. In other words, risen long before these words I say: "That, thou art." It poses a question, or better said asks to be answered.

I don't know if I can get my point across or with what method can I prove if it has because as I express an idea, in 'my' mind its opposite is already flowering. How can one formulate that verbally in a coherent manner? What great understanding we should have when collective telepathy comes to fruition, that being said one can argue the answer already exists with full understanding of, "That, I am."