If I get everything out of life that I'm dreaming of at the moment..

I'll probably hopelessly fall in love with a music man that lives too far away for comfort. He will be a poet, and that will be my demise. Leave the city, and move into a home I can decorate with him. (I'm laughing as I write this, just so you know;)) Pursue my love of body modification, and tattoo black work/traditional hand poking tattoos on the side. Teach art, and have a Warehouse to exhibit mine/friends work, showcase musicians, ect. Travel and continue studying Amazonian Shamanism. Hold conferences on advancements in ethnobotanical/pharmacological research. Cook with my lover and eat outside in the garden every day. Drive a vehicle I'd have converted to run on alcohol, oh yeah and have countless photo albums to tell my story;).

Wishful thinking is a thing of insanity, but I am aware I am just wishing so maybe its okay?;)

'Do not fume, or fret, or wish. Take the situation calmly, accept it agreeably, without any emotional conflict. Do not class things as good and bad, but go ahead in full strength, and see what you can do in the matter.'-Ernest E. Wood, 'The Glorious Presence'